AMA/Criticisms

[Unlucky]

I think this is a great time to say this, when it comes to how people view your character, I feel like people forget that it is your RP character no you irl. People tend to forget that, take example I would say Dex would be a good example. Dex can be very edgy and annoyingly strict when it comes to RP things, but like all people that is just RP, I played games with the guy many times and he chill af. Same with Spectre, though we all have our faults I think that most of the people not just Spectre are misunderstood due to the lack of realism shown from all of us.

Back on topic, Spectre like I said the only things you need to work on is talking to people more, as well as not being so distand, it only makes you edgier boi. The one thing that annoys the fuck out of me with you is the self doubt you have in yourself when it comes to when people like you, but you are the most confident guy I know when it comes to leading. Fuck, pick one my dude. In all seriousness though I am not gonna sugarcoat anything since we good friends and have known each other for a long time. You gotta stop judging people as if they are all in one group. You act as if everyone is mentally ill, or retarded for reasons that you either hear second hand or you just assume because of what you saw from them once. I noticed that with not only you, but a lot of people on the server and your squad too.

You gotta have diversity when it comes to interaction, even with me, I gotta engage with you bro. You need to take the initiative to make yourself known. You complain that no one really recognizes your skill as a CO, but YOU dob;t take that extra step to get that exposure. You are way too low profile for anyone to take notice, no one probably even knows how long you have been a CPT nor care. I say this because you never make it vocal, you just take it and stay reserved and mention it to Riddick once or twice. Taking to Riddick isn't going to do anything with leadership wise, HE does not really care from how long I was a CO. If you find it a problem instead of being reserved, which can be a good thing, you need to be more aggressive when it comes to these kinds of things.

Now I don't think I need to explain any more, but if you need me to break it down and be more specific, since I am at school right now, let me know.

There are more things, but not too many, however I am too tired and lazy to type more, peace boi.

 

[Archer]

I think this is a great time to say this, when it comes to how people view your character, I feel like people forget that it is your RP character no you irl. People tend to forget that, take example I would say Dex would be a good example. Dex can be very edgy and annoyingly strict when it comes to RP things, but like all people that is just RP, I played games with the guy many times and he chill af. Same with Spectre, though we all have our faults I think that most of the people not just Spectre are misunderstood due to the lack of realism shown from all of us.

Back on topic, Spectre like I said the only things you need to work on is talking to people more, as well as not being so distand, it only makes you edgier boi. The one thing that annoys the fuck out of me with you is the self doubt you have in yourself when it comes to when people like you, but you are the most confident guy I know when it comes to leading. Fuck, pick one my dude. In all seriousness though I am not gonna sugarcoat anything since we good friends and have known each other for a long time. You gotta stop judging people as if they are all in one group. You act as if everyone is mentally ill, or retarded for reasons that you either hear second hand or you just assume because of what you saw from them once. I noticed that with not only you, but a lot of people on the server and your squad too.

You gotta have diversity when it comes to interaction, even with me, I gotta engage with you bro. You need to take the initiative to make yourself known. You complain that no one really recognizes your skill as a CO, but YOU dob;t take that extra step to get that exposure. You are way too low profile for anyone to take notice, no one probably even knows how long you have been a CPT nor care. I say this because you never make it vocal, you just take it and stay reserved and mention it to Riddick once or twice. Taking to Riddick isn't going to do anything with leadership wise, HE does not really care from how long I was a CO. If you find it a problem instead of being reserved, which can be a good thing, you need to be more aggressive when it comes to these kinds of things.

Now I don't think I need to explain any more, but if you need me to break it down and be more specific, since I am at school right now, let me know.

There are more things, but not too many, however I am too tired and lazy to type more, peace boi.

I don't mind more specifics, the more you give me the more I have to work with. But I would like to reply to a few points.

First off, I do agree I am antisocial when it comes to people outside my squad. It's honestly a reflection of my real life personality, where I prefer to have just like a few close friends than a lot of friends I don't know very well. However this doesn't mean I don't want other people to like me, I just find it difficult to speak to others and to trust them.

Most of me acting like people are mentally ill is just my exasperation in the moment, unless people do it consistently enough. If I remember you and think "Man he is a fuckin idiot" then it has occurred more than once in front of me. But if I call people idiots it's usually just what they are doing in the moment that is pissing me off, not a permanent impression of them. Usually.

Regarding the CO recognition thing, there are a few reasons I am more passive about it. One being, I don't want to constantly annoy people by talking about how I should be promoted, cause then it seems like that is all I care about. It makes me appear power hungry, which is not completely inaccurate but also not how I would describe it. I have two end goals on the server: Become an RC with my squad, and reach the rank of Commander at the least. I believe I am making headway in the RC department, my entire squad and I are finally in ARC training together so we are moving in the right direction. However at this point in my career, I feel like I should have attained Commander by now, or Colonel at the very least. I am ambitious, I have lofty goals, and I recognize this. But I don't just want to be a Commander for the sake of being one, I want to be one so I can have the power to change things that need changing and to assist the officer corps in improving as a whole. However constantly pointing that out to other people makes it seem like I want to be promoted just for the fuck of it, so I can wave it in other people's faces. Therefore I mostly attempt to let my effort show when I lead the server during events and attempt to show my competence.

All that being said, I do agree with most of what you have said. You know me better than probably anyone on the server.

 

[Phoenix]

I don't really hate you as a person or anything I might say that I do but in reality I just don't agree with your ways and methods.
I could go indepth of what those are but really no point in it.


Unlucky said what I was gonna say.

 

[Trooper15]

Spectre while you and I have had our disagreements, I can see that you really are a cool dude. I know I was a overdramatic bitch at the start, and I have to say I'm sorry for that. I have been doing my best to do better, and I believe I have now. While you may have some flaws, but so does everyone I will not hold them against you, because as human beings we are flawed creatures, and we cannot change it, but we can improve, but we can never reach perfection

 

[Antloin]

Well, back in 2017 you totally hated me, and I could've done nothing about, but just to sit and listen to you and the others, but you were right, I did lots of mess back in those days, but now? Well, you seem cooler than the last time I met you, you just didn't stop oftenly using the words "cock and dick", lol.

Either way, I could say that you did imrpove since the last year, and you should keep going without being in doubt on yourself, because it can only lead to the worse, since you start to dis-trust yourself and just won't listen to yourself, you keep going without looking at the past and without being in doubt of yourself.