quark
Active Member
My resignation from (almost) everything
I have become RC (yay)
I did not pass RC (not so yay)
Either way, some things have happened and have been happening for a while, and I'm finished with most of my trooper responsibilities.
First, I want to play the server. When I am not working on events or rp, I want to play the server with a minor amount of other responsibilities. If I made RC, I will hope that it brings the fire team dynamic that I hoped to gain with ARC. If I did not pass RC, I will be disappointed (in myself), but not upset, as I understand the choices made by the SF team. I'll still play a nice mix of both Jedi and trooper, and hope that in the future possibilities open up for me in both paths. My fellow RC cadets have mostly likely moved to become commandos and I wish them the best, and I will still attend and perform my duties as a SF trooper, but I will be more interested in playing and being an active member of the Renegade.
Second, I want to dedicate most of my time to my duties as a game master. I applied back in September because I thought the server had some cool tools and I wanted a little outlet for my creativity, but over time, I have developed a deep enjoyment for both planning and running events, something I have not yet burned myself out of, and I hope that never happens. Balancing responsibilities on a trooper life with an obligation and wish to run events is tough, though I know very well that there are many who do well managing both responsibilities (Archangel, Holiday, Mayfield, etc), but I gain no joy from running battalion training or certifications, while I do have fun running things as a GM, like events or passiverp.
I want to say with utmost sincerity that this is not a call out post towards anyone, and that there is no ulterior motive to this resignation. I don't feel that I have been put in a worse place because of my obligations, actually quite the opposite, I think that these roles have given me experience and allowed me to build myself as a leader and a person, and am extremely grateful for everyone who helped me during my time and gave me a chance to take on these positions. I have already spoken with Nuke about my position with XO in order to ease the transition, but I am stepping down from everything else immediately.
Thank you all for helping and believing in me enough to grant me these positions, but at this point, I need to split myself from those responsibilities that I don't feel happy doing, while focusing on those that I do. I would say that I am worried about regretting this decision once I leave, but I have neglected the responsibilities I have had in these positions long enough that it most likely won't be much of a change.
- Head Surgeon
- All Cert Training
- NCO
- 104th (XO)
I have become RC (yay)
I did not pass RC (not so yay)
Either way, some things have happened and have been happening for a while, and I'm finished with most of my trooper responsibilities.
First, I want to play the server. When I am not working on events or rp, I want to play the server with a minor amount of other responsibilities. If I made RC, I will hope that it brings the fire team dynamic that I hoped to gain with ARC. If I did not pass RC, I will be disappointed (in myself), but not upset, as I understand the choices made by the SF team. I'll still play a nice mix of both Jedi and trooper, and hope that in the future possibilities open up for me in both paths. My fellow RC cadets have mostly likely moved to become commandos and I wish them the best, and I will still attend and perform my duties as a SF trooper, but I will be more interested in playing and being an active member of the Renegade.
Second, I want to dedicate most of my time to my duties as a game master. I applied back in September because I thought the server had some cool tools and I wanted a little outlet for my creativity, but over time, I have developed a deep enjoyment for both planning and running events, something I have not yet burned myself out of, and I hope that never happens. Balancing responsibilities on a trooper life with an obligation and wish to run events is tough, though I know very well that there are many who do well managing both responsibilities (Archangel, Holiday, Mayfield, etc), but I gain no joy from running battalion training or certifications, while I do have fun running things as a GM, like events or passiverp.
I want to say with utmost sincerity that this is not a call out post towards anyone, and that there is no ulterior motive to this resignation. I don't feel that I have been put in a worse place because of my obligations, actually quite the opposite, I think that these roles have given me experience and allowed me to build myself as a leader and a person, and am extremely grateful for everyone who helped me during my time and gave me a chance to take on these positions. I have already spoken with Nuke about my position with XO in order to ease the transition, but I am stepping down from everything else immediately.
Thank you all for helping and believing in me enough to grant me these positions, but at this point, I need to split myself from those responsibilities that I don't feel happy doing, while focusing on those that I do. I would say that I am worried about regretting this decision once I leave, but I have neglected the responsibilities I have had in these positions long enough that it most likely won't be much of a change.
